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isnt it funny... how some odd thing can bring reality rushing back down onto your shoulders??



a word of kindness, of encouragement, of faith and hope in brighter things to come...

and suddenly i feel like SHIT



someone said to me today, speaking of my new job.."I hope it leads to great things for you...."



im a clerk

in a fucking convenience store

hundreds of miles from home and my babies

making 8 FUCKING DOLLARS and FIFTY GODDAMNED CENTS a stupid hour...

what POSSIBLE great thing could lay ahead for me

is Prince Charming gonna walk into the Shell in Parachute Colorado and sweep me off my feet??

is the manager gonna suddenly look at me one day and say OMG you deserve 25 bucks an hour??



so again i am at a point in my life, where i ask myself

why did i even bother??



and to you DearHeart, who said to me "I hope it leads to great things for you" .. thank You.. seriously.. i DO take it in the way you intended, and it means alot that you feel that way :) ...



its just hard for me to find reason to feel that way

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DarkCthulhu
17:33 Jul 25 2008

My friend you need to read this:



http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Diamond



Now think for a moment about what that thing is. Think about its value and all of the things places upon it, think of the craftsman who took that already precious thing and made it even more desirable by shaping what was already there.



See where I am going with this?



Prince charming does not exist. He was gang raped by the crips and bloods back in the 90's in Chino.



I can say that there are a lot of decent guys out here who will treat a woman right given the chance. He will not be into head games, he will pander to you and be clingy, but that is the price you women must pay for a nice guy.



Here is the catch though, most women who catch this specimen, drop him like a hot potato cause he is not a challenge or broke and in need of fixing.

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Sinora
18:54 Jul 25 2008

Regardless of who said what.....I think your wonderful.....so there !

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CarnelianMyst
22:33 Jul 31 2008

*sneaks in and huggles her all up, and gets in a grope for good measure* I'm the exact same way...I asked my boss when Prince Charming was coming and he said "he's on a slow horse and has a bad sense of direction. He's probably in Yuma right now." LMAO

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and he said ....



"Now picture this. You walk into work say 'hi guys'...everyone is staring with shocked expressions.



You say 'what?'



They just point behind you.



You turn and I am ... ... .."



i think i'll keep the rest of that story to muhself

:)

hahaha

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captainglobehead
17:28 Jul 28 2008

Oh, not fair.



I want more.

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i had fun poking around in a few journals...

and "re-made" a friend :)



ty again CarnelianMyst :)

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CarnelianMyst
14:37 Jul 19 2008

O.o I got a mention! *does happy dance*

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KamarillaKaine
16:14 Jul 19 2008

*hugs*

haha silly woman !

*hugs again*

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